...because I think "I'm Sorry" and "I Love You" aren't being enough.
I wish I could stay to remind you of how much you actually love me. I wish I could stay to remind me of how much I actually need you.

But I won't be around to fight your demons with a smile. You won't be able to sniff away the anger, nor will you be reminded by my puffy cheeks of how you cute I can be.

And I... I won't always be able to read between the lines of the nasty texts you send me. I'll try, I promise I will! I owe you that. I owe you a lot more, in fact. I owe you more than I have to give.

Don't get madder if I can't help but to react to the mean but truthful things you say. Patience is not one of my strengths, you know that. 
I apologize beforehand.

But if only you knew how meaningless life is without you. Maybe then you'd understand all the craziness .. I know it was me who gave up on you. But I do learn from my mistakes. And I swear to God I'm not doing it again. No matter how many hurtful things you might say  or write, you're not getting rid of me that easily. Nope. I told you I'd fight.

Go ahead, treat me like crap. I do deserve it... And I will endure it. At least as long as there's a light at the end of this tunnel (which there always will be).

 Don't you give up on me, please! Don't you let the rage take over your mind. 

Just wanna put the light back in your eyes.


 


the beautiful
19/06/2013 06:05

Diogo Magalhães, 17 anos, entrou na Faculdade de Medicina do Porto com 19,72 valores.

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mj
19/06/2013 18:49

Parabéns para ele, i guess? xD

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miracle doll
21/06/2013 05:04

Maria escreve algo no teu blog.
És linda:)
Ass: francisca

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